Do you Remember… I do

1363480-1024252-thumbnail.jpgIt was an amazing day. The sun was bright, the air was crisp and the aroma of fall was in the air. I remember where I was and what I was doing the precise moment we began to understand the tragedy that was beginning to unfold before our very eyes. I remember it so well not only because of the events themselves but what it made me think at the time. I was a mere seven weeks pregnant with my first child. The only person at work that knew was my supervisor. I hadn’t even told everyone at work but was thinking to myself what kind of world am I bringing a child into?

I was working at the service center for my company when someone got the CNN e-mail alert that a Cessna plan has hit one of the twin towers in New York City. I was thinking to myself how horrible and what could have happened to the pilot that would cause such an accident. Minutes later another plane hit the other tower. Terrorism had never entered my mind. We all logged onto the CNN news site to find out the latest. We soon found out it wasn’t a Cessna plane. The words terrorism were lingering in the air and soon became a reality. We were under attack. We are sitting around our computers trying to find out the latest when the towers started to collapse. We then hear about the plane that hits the Pentagon and then another plane going down in PA. Minutes later my supervisor ran out of the building. He is in the reserves and was deployed months later. He returned to the USA but is on his second tour of duty as of now.

By the afternoon they had told us to go home to be with our families. I was astonished and still couldn’t believe the events that unfolded throughout the day. There were many people that were affected by everything that happened. People either lost family members, had a friend or new someone who had a friend. Though I didn’t lose anyone directly I know of many people whose live were directly affected. A friend of mine told me tonight that her husband was suppose to be having lunch on top of one of the towers that day.

Though these events happened six years ago it seems like yesterday to many of us. Many facts became known after the events and how the terrorist planned their attack on the United States. It is scary to think how destructive they were in such a short period of time. I know that it was a hard lesson to learn but we are all vulnerable in our own way. I support our troops in their effort to demolish terrorism. If my sons were old enough I would certainly hate to see them have to go overseas but would be proud that I had raised them to be passionate about what they believe and to try and do something about it. No one wished to go to war. Freedom is precious and worth fighting for and I would like to thank all those willing to put their lives on the line to fight for not only my freedom but the freedom of others. In this day in age we have enjoyed this luxury and those who are opposing the war may have forgotten what it may be like to live without something as precious as freedom.

Almost Missed the Bus

Monday morning never seems to be easy and this one was no exception. It started when I tossed and turned all night and this was after I had taken Tylenol PM. I hate to imagine what it would have been like if I hadn’t’ taken any. Well back to the story that I started. After getting ready for work I start to wake up the kids so they can start their day. This is partly for my benefit as well as theirs. I can’t seem to start my day without seeing their bright faces and giving them a kiss good morning. My husband always says there is never enough time in the morning to get everything done. So I try to get the kids up and started for their day. Needless to say they don’t like Mondays either. I gave Walker a kiss in bed, made my coffee and was out the door with keys in hand. Please note that I time my departure to give me barely enough time to get to the bus lot. The clock on the stove says 6:45.  By this time I should have all I need to walk out the door.  Because not all the clocks are synchronized by the time I get into the Explorer and it says 6:52 I know I have enough time and can ease up on the gas pedal.  If the clock says 6:53 I know that I have to make that illegal right turn at the end of the street to make it there on time.  No time to waste. To date I have never missed the bus but have cut it close many times. I am usually passing the bus on the prior stop before I get to my lot. I am in the truck completely out of the driveway, putting into gear to drive away when the front door opens. Walker is standing there weary tired little eyes crying saying, “Mommy I didn’t get my kiss this morning.” Keep in mind he is wearing his new dinosaur jammies.  A sight that tugs at those heart strings.  Apparently he wasn’t awake enough to remember. The bus lot is a mere 2 ½ miles away so timing is of the essence. I put the truck in reverse and went back to give him a hug and kiss. It is nice to know that he can’t start his day without the same ritual.  He plays the game well.

One of the World’s Greatest Losses… Luciano Pavarotti

art.lp.cnn1.jpgEven for those that didn’t listen to classical music often new his name.  Luciano Pavarotti passed away this morning at 5:00 in his hometown Modena, Italy surrounded by his family.  He fought a long and hard battle with pancreatic cancer.   Those who were fortunate to see him in concert will remember him with his enthralling tenor voice.  Those of us who didn’t see him perform are wishing we had.  He widened the audience of listeners with his unmistakeable tenor voice and will be missed by all.